Foreword

Greetings! I'm Molly. This is my first blog experience and I'm pretty dang excited about it. There are a variety of reasons why I've decided to embark on this pseudo-assignment.
I'd like to make it clear that I am not an aspiring photographer, and I don’t pretend to be. Some of my closest friends and family are exceptionally talented in that area, but I can’t say it has ever been a genuine passion of mine.
Onto business. Recently, many of my Facebook friends caught my attention with albums titled “30 day challenge”, in which they followed a list of topics via photos that defined them. All of this for a period of - you guessed it - 30 days. I wanted to pursue this in my own way by making my own ‘list’. (Side note, I have planning this for the past few weeks; likely driving my roommate crazy by scrawling ideas onto paper in the middle of the night.) Regardless, I am excited for my ideas to come to fruition, and truly hope it turns out the way I have been imagining it. I invite you to leave comments on anything I post. I have always been a firm believer that knowing what everyone else thinks, does, in fact, matter. It puts things into perspective and allows us to be well-rounded individuals, which is definitely a quality I would hope to be recognized as.
One primary hesitation I have about this project is ultimately how self-centered it is. Completely. It can be chalked up to self-expression, art, or anything else… but in the end, things like this are primarily concerned with “me” and “I”. I struggle with this in an age of social media. Since the time I had a Myspace at age 16, I began this practice (we began this practice) of showcasing ourselves and finding endless ways to portray how unique we were. With Facebook and Twitter, I find it to be a double-edged sword. I want everyone to see… and yet, I don’t want anyone to see. Sometimes, all I really want, all I really need, is an outlet to mass-communicate my rawest emotions on a medium where no one is guaranteed to see it.
So…yes; with this project, I admit to being yet another self-dissecting 20-something. But I was programmed this way, and I have discovered a lot of important things as a result. This is about being honest with myself, regardless of all outside influences. This isn’t for you or for them, this is for me. It’s a time capsule. How will I feel tomorrow? In a week? a month? A year? Only time will tell.

Monday, March 7, 2011

Day 7: I have a tendency to

leave a paper trail.

You should see what my desk looks like. 
          Living in a fast-paced time when words, ideas and tidbits are constantly being brought to my attention, its a wonder I can hardly direct my focus on one thing at once. I am constantly making lists, for everything and anything. It's almost a little humorous when an idea will come to me in the middle of the night. I blindly grope in the dark for some sort of a writing utensil, and wake up the next morning to a cryptic, chicken-scratch message. The wall in front of my desk currently has about a dozen post-it notes affixed to it, ranging from general reminders to song lyrics and quotes. 
          The disorganized manner in which I comfortably perpetuate this habit truly does not reflect my personality at all. In middle school, I was borderline OCD about keeping my things orderly and systematically neat. I received an electronic PDA from my mother,  in her hopes that I would become one of those Stephen Covey "Highly Effective" teens. I used it for about a month until I realized that I simply needed pen and paper. Even when concepting an idea that will eventually come to fruition digitally, I need to start with the basics: Pen and Paper. There's no doubt this process yields creativity more effectively than the alternative. The paper beneath my wrist, the scratch of a pen creating shapes; gaining momentum with the promise of a finished product. 


In the blink of ink.

5 comments:

  1. you know what Aug this is the rawest I have ever seen you before. the most open and free I have witnessed. Great Job and I wonder how are you thinking of these topics?

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  2. Concrete among a swirling mass of intangibility.
    It's rare you can take a glimpse inside someone like this lets you.

    Great work, Molly (;

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  3. i was close to you in high school, after reading all these i kind of wish we would have stayed close.

    Very cool blog Molly

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  4. Yo Molly. This is a great post!~ :)

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  5. You seem like a really great person <3

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